Oblige me with a favour,
To isolate me forever,
cos its hard to be without you
But even harder,being with you,
That restlessness I cannot bear
I pined for you to be here,
But u were not mine
And you were never mine;
Your presence made me absent
From the world of resent
I forgot, went selfish to go on with you;
The incomplete talks,
The incomplete walks;
Was not to be completed
It hangs in the air, and
Sprinkles sweetness everywhere;
You took me off cosmic
Where I went ecstatic;
I keep your smallest of the things apart;
Which remains closest to my heart.
Its only there where its hidden,
Or secondly, I have here got it written.
I got far more than ever desired,
I was innocent then,
Then; when You imposed on my soft heart;
But now I long for you..
It was not for a reason,
But it happened..
Everyone was scared of my happiness.
I got my parts life, which i'd missed
It was all mine,
So I felt nothing wrong.
What I got from you,
Was done by none
With feelings deep or fun..
Life's first feelings were from you,
With success, happiness or blue;
But feelings dont have a mind
and they dont think of the true and kind;
Its away from reality,
In a fantasy world with its own purity..
But now its all what I want from you;
No further regrets, No hurting anybody;
No haunting questions, No insecurity;
I abuse myself for being so unreal from life
Forgiveness is not the word for me,
Let me be punished.
Now you are independent and so am I.
Just a last wish to fulfill and then will savour..
Oblige me with a favour,
To isolate me forever...
